I haven't updated this in forever, because I haven't really been running. That makes me really sad to say. I'm having a really hard time with it. I got out of race shape, and I gained some weight. And before anyone states how small I am, I don't care. This isn't how I should look, I'm not happy with it.
One of the main reasons I haven't been running like I'd like to, is the whole child care thing. This is the first year I've completely been a single parent with no help and it's extremely hard for me to go out and run 20 miles when I know I could be with my daughter. The other reason is I've been feeling like crap. I tried running yesterday & I passed out! I did that one other time, last summer. At least this time, I was on the treadmill, not outside like last time. And, I knew it was coming, so I turned the treadmill off first. haha. That could've been really bad. I've just been feeling really blah. Shaky and dizzy, not like myself. I'm trying to figure it out before I get all hardcore about training..I'd like to figure it out soon though because without running, I'm super uptight & anxious. It's bothering me. I wanna be mellow.
One of the best things running's brought me is my friends. On my birthday, my running club friends made me brownies and sang happy birthday and made the day super special :) Thanks you guys.
I've mentioned before that the Great Lakes Relay was one of my favorite events I've ever done. I think we have a team almost made, but we're misisng a few legs. If anyone's interested in it let me know!
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